Still at Colleens house... slept over again...

We made a rog yesterday whitch was increnably fun ( surprised? so am I!)  Also swimed in her pool and then went to Utopia I got  new lip ring and a pin saing:

" I've found Jesus! He was behind the couch this whole time"

Colleen is supposed to come over my house so I could bleach and dye her hair..... Im ganna do a streek min mine too...

<3

hi.......................

......right now at Colleens house .. oday was awsome I made 94 $$ at the tag sale and after went to greenich to see fire works with her and we were laing uder the stars and all... they were so fucking close to them some of the ashes fell on us... ...

HAPPY 4th of JUly To All....

<3

p.s. yes I am jolly!

back on meds... just finished updating this other thing I have...

well... tiz really hot in here... I think im a bout to pass out... have to make this short... blah blha blha.... Im worried what will happen to Dita ( my fish) while Im away... stan is knownn to eat fish lolz... gross!

l8r <3

Mr. Lena is back on track...

Yesterday I went and did a photoshoot... yeah you know what a fucking super star I am! lolz... yeah wasn't really fun but w.e... I've been up2 no good lately but w.e lol... got pretty wasted a week ago around a.m. time at home.... lolz... my mom was making fun of me, just laing there on the couch dosing off....

LAND OF THE DEAD IS SOo0o FUCKING AWSOME! went to see it with Mr.Lora... haven't seen her since and that's good cz she gets on my nerves...

I guess that's about it... oh I also went to therapy... I haven't slept in a while and when I do sleep I go to sleep around 4 am and waik up around 6 or the latest is 11...  but it's all good....

the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I am leaving to England and Germany soon... FUCK YEAH!

X_x -----------> me

... I got my bangs cut... Dyed my hair... went shopping in nyc: got a LV bag, a huge spiked braclet, a picture of that girl from that movie (short on words), a puffy ass skirt, and something else I can't remember... almost got my tatoo... that fucker who was supposed to do it din';t show up,... thanx Matthew! arrr...

Fell into insomnia... whitch is unbelivebly suckie... I can't sleep at all... and when I do fall asleep I have nightmares... yeah I'm totally fucked... and the thunderstorm.... thanx Jesus... you cock sucking mother fucker.... ARRRR.... oh yah and the dreams there so0o wierd... well I should say nightmares... I dunno if to be freaked out or scared....

I'm a totall mess... can't you tell... tiz 4:47 and I still dont have my face on.... l8r bitches!